Letter to One Direction

     One direction also known as 1D which took over Europe for 5 years, before their heartbreak hiatus. Since January 2016, this boyband broke millions of heart, included mine. But we did feel better when every single one of them promised us that it will just be a hiatus and they will come back eventually. They keep us waiting and It has been almost a year and a half now and we are still here waiting for their come back even if the chance of them getting back together is too low. As if I am talking to you, my dear 1D. you guys are pretty succesful now, you have your own solo album and probably looking forward to your tour concert as well. Being one of your fan, well maybe not since the beggining of the X factor, but at least since you released your 'What makes you beautiful' for the first time, I respect your decision and I appreciate your hard work. But I still feel like something is missing, I feel like there's a hole in my heart that only One direction could complete it. It has been 5 incredible years being a directioners, going through all the things. I mean, Harry Niall Louis Liam and Zayn, you guys makes me happy when you smile. I remember watching your video diary, your funny moments when at that moments It did really happen and now It is just an unforgettable memories. I remember coming back home from school not doing anything and instantly ran to my ipad and played 'Best song ever' again and again when it first came out. I remember how excited I was, seeing my boys grew up big and perform in AMA for the first time, I remember chuckling at how proper you behave in a big show while you guys were just really happy go lucky and loud as fuck. I remember the laugh I used to have watching This is Us and especially I remember the sleep I lost because I read too much of your Fanfiction, those late night twitter post, those holiday I spent only to watch your video, those song I wrote for you and I can tell that It was the best moments of my lifetime, I woke up and I got to see my most favorite people and somehow after 5 years, everything changed. The moment that Zayn left One direction is actually the moment that I knew that my life is never going to be the same, something is already missing, but I still support you with all of my heart until you called it a break and suddenly 'Do you hear it?' Yes It is the sound of my heart break. I just miss everything so much, I miss when you guys were really close brothers. You guys are probably one of the reason I wake up everyday, well maybe you come back, who knows? And that moment will be the bestest moment for sure. But whatever come back or not, we will always love you, to the moon and back, to every freaking planet I can imagine and back. Because we never really move on and you can come back anytime, and It will always be like the first time we supported you, nothing has changed at all, We are so proud of you and we will never stop calling ourselves Directioners because even if you are not coming back, at least you left us something that we can smile to when we take a look back.